I’m like a tube of adhesive glue.
I have this curse gift fetish of always wanting to bring people together. If I haven’t heard from my goodfriends for over a week, I’ll feel restless – wondering their whereabouts and status update – are they in good hands?- are they safe? – do they lead a good life as I am – are they in trouble? – or simply, are they still alive? Hence, texts and emails are in order.
I admit, I have friends who don’t give a damn to people around them. But that won’t stop me to give a damn to them. I think, that’s the ultimate recipe on why my primary school gang and I still are very close till these days.
I can’t always expect the same will remain though. Friends; they have their own plan and arrangement. Circle of life is still there for us to go through, but I pray that this tie won’t break. I hope that even they’re not there (at my sight), they’ll remain here (in my heart).
From Syak*ra, I learnt that patience is virtue.
From Ma*sara, I learnt that even marriage is a sucks place to be in, you still brave yourself each day for the sake of your offspring and fight for the love you used to have.
From A*i, I learnt that if a thing doesn’t succeed once, put yourself together and fight again for the second time. Never giving up and dont generalize that a bitter thing will álways turn bitter again.
From F*ra, I learnt that happiness can come in the most unexpected way and shape. There’s no need to judge. Compromise is always the key.
From M*mi, I learnt that sometimes what we need in life is not more, but less. And complacent.
From N*sa, I learnt that sometimes it’s okay to let your hair down and unleash the inner child-like in you.
From L*sa, I learnt that even how impossible it is to find love again at the oddest time, it will always come back to you in the most unconventional way.
From S*fi, I learnt that one’s words of wisdom can change one’s world.
From H*da, I learnt that life is like a bowl of cherries. You get to cherry-picked (pick the best) all the time.
From L*n, I learnt that impossible is nothing.
From E*e, I learnt that age doesn’t matter.
From Far*hW, I learnt that age doesn’t matter (Part II).
From L*za, I learnt that hardship can be a pain in the ass, but it makes you grew stronger by the day.
From Shahn*z, I learnt that even how sour the lemon that the world gives you, you can still make a sweet lemonade out of it.
From M*ra, I learnt that dreams and reality are being separated by one very thin line. You chose which world you want to be in.
From N*ni, I learnt that a thing that you thought may turn your life upside down actually can your be the best thing ever happened in your life.
From Sy*da, I learnt that happiness exists. It will reach you eventually.
I think that’s what makes me, a me. I rely on these people to make my life complete. Without their daily whinings, continuos complaining and constant pep-talk, I feel lost and empty. No, I don’t need them because I am clingy and afraid to be alone – see, I don’t really express what I really feel to friends (I can be quite a secret keeper myself), but I feed and satiate myself by their stories. Their stories (be it good or bad) made me alive, coz I learn each new thing each day.
They are my world. They rock my world.