Hey peeps! Let’s get those sleepy eyes wide awake, shall we??!
I have a story to tell. Well, it’s not new, but it’s a turning leaf, if I may say.
I knew for a fact that Mr SexyHotBod has broken up with his girlfriend (it was her who was so courteous feeding me the info) but Mr. SexyHotBod (I really have to get him a new nick from now on) has never confirmed me the details. We remain casual (although we had a silly fight the other day, when he found out that his ex met me – as if I’m siding her, not him). And recently, after we have made-up, he has been texting me like there’s no tomorrow.
I met him yesterday, to pick up the UiTM’s TPM forms, which he has kindly picked up from the Bursary the other day. He was sorta dissappointed when I told him that I couldn’t stay long, coz I have this long list of errands to run! He was sorta stalling me by making small talks while Diana just observed us from inside the car.
Soonest I entered the car (after saying that casual goodbyes- you know, pat on the back etc), Diana was storming out at me with “you guys made a perfect couple la!” of sorts. I was just grinning.
He’s the perfect guy a girl could dream for laaa. He has a degree in law and now pursuing his MBA. An athlete (gr8 body, if I may add), tall, handsome (haha, I know this coz everytime we walk together, he surely made heads turn), religious, nice, loyal, obedient to his parents and siblings – being the eldest in the lot (and pls add all the good things in the list, coz I know he is). But, what concern me is that we have stayed in this friends-teammate-busmate-teman tapi mesra-Unimate zone since forever. I don’t know if I could like him more than I like him now, although after acquiring the fact that he’s unattached now.
Soonest as we left SA area, his text flew in: “Bila boleh jumpa awak lagi ni?” (pardon the cheesy awak-saya thing, it’s OUR thing since day-1 we met, in 2000) And later he blurted out (more like confirming the fact that I’ve known before) that he and the 7-years gf has broken up and he has not contacted her for 3 months now. I really couldn’t tell who’s at fault here, because I’ve just heard one side of the story (the girlfriend’s side of story), but that’s besides the point.
I showed the text to Diana and she was sorta exclaiming, rooting for us. Hmmm, I don’t know. I like him alright, but I just don’t wanna be seen as a backstabber to his ex-gf, whom has confided in me throughout their relationship-debacle some time ago. Plus, I don’t know if I can convert him from friend to being a __friend.
AH, what the heck. Let time decides.
I’m just too comfortable being in this friendship zone with him, and I’m just afraid that by having something, we might ruin this. I don’t think I wanna risk that.
On a second thought, maybe I’ll risk it, after I’ve figured out how much I like him. That’s surely an exception 😉
Plus, I just don’t believe on love that’s being delivered to my doorstep THIS easy (remember, my last post, when I said I’m ready to fall in love and then he showed up out of the thin air?). Call me a weirdo, but I believe that love which comes that easy might have its own toll lane, at a higher cost. Easy come, easy go, remember?
Btw girls, I’m bringing him to our long-awaited BBQ next week. So, makesure you guys dress to impress! 😉