I’m retracting my intention of meeting Mr UFO this weekend.
He’s just too much to handle.
We talked over the phone last night (till ungodly hour that was, coz he won’t let me off the hook) and I came to a conclusion that I couldn’t pursue this. It hit me that playing with fire always get you caught, no matter how small it was when it started. And no matter how pure your intention was.
Just for the record, his text of “I am still the same guy yg awk suke dulu, and i still suke u mcm budak2 dulu, cuma mungkin expectation awk lain kot pd sy” is totally contradict with the information that I gathered last night, during our deep talk. He’s definitely not the same him that he used to be.
And I’m definitely not the same girl who had that high-school crush on him.
I’m maneuvering. Maybe this is the first time that I’m afraid of risk, but let’s just say that I’m playing it safe this time. Like never before.