Don’t you just love Click’s ending? No matter how many times I watched it, I’ll always end up sobbing (Hey, I’m not a frequent crybaby! Only if it realllyyy matters)🙂
Am carless this whole week. It was raining zebra and leopard the other day that I generously decided to loan the car to my brother for him to take back to campus for the whole week! Aren’t I such a sweetie? (and has been regreting my action the whole time!) LOL. Been riding with Mira’s Jazz this whole week and it has been so looong since we had that girlie-girl talk. We talked about almost everything under the sun, from schooldays, our old crushes, to future plan to our desire to adopt (I know it’s an old issue and it’s sooo Jolie of us, but heck?) in the event that we don’t find the right man before we reach thirty. That’s the spirit kan? Hehe.
The bored WE during morning rush hour
Tomorrow will be taking my mum to doctor’s appointment in H*KM. Haih mum, who la will take you everywhere after this when I’m gone? IF I’M GONE? :( We have been avoiding this I’m-gonna-leave-you-if-everything-is-in-order conversation and she has been replacing it with “Sapela nak teman mak nanti?” etc conversation. Dang! Feel like I’m being slapped to my face virtually. To make it even worse, aunties blurted out these sentences that made me feel like choking them (virtually jugakla tapi) “Tak kesian kat mak ke?” Gaaaaah! I have a say in my life, right? And I have a right to execute it without feeling the slightest amount of guilt right? It’s not that I’m gone yet but the heavy guilty rock has been put on my shoulder and seemed nowhere to be lifted. When the time comes, I’ll do whatever I think best and just drop everything behind. Not that I’m being selfish but I’ve put everything on hold for so long coz of trying to take care of people around me. Haih, it’s so hard to commit to a decision that affect others especially if you’re the only girl in the family and a backbone at that.
Speaking of which (how is this a speaking of which? Just play along will ya?) breakfast at The Lodge near here with officemates on the next day *7-course dinner by the pool served by Collin Farrel lookalike-good image huh?*. Have any of you guys tried Izzi in Bukit Bintang area? Words had it that their pizza is second to none! And I have this personal craving for SR’s Cheeze Choc and Kanki Sushi that have yet to be fulfilled. Haih. All this talk about food (at 9am at that!) made me feel like it’s gonna be a looooooooooooong day. Till then.
And I love you, as you love me
So let the clouds roll by your face
We’ll let the world spin on to another place
We’ll climb the tallest tree above it all
To look down on you and me and them
And I’m sure you know me well, as I’m sure you don’t
But you just can’t tell, who you’ll love and who you won’t
Don’t let your life wrap up around you
Don’t forget to call, whenever
I’ll be here just waiting for you
I’ll be under your stars forever
Neither here nor there just right beside you
~Smashing Pumpkin’s beautiful BEAUTIFUL~