I think I’ll be doomed for the rest of my lives.
OK scratch that.
I deeply believe I’ll be doomed for the rest of my lives and the afterlives. And if reincarnation really exists, include that one too! 😦
This morning, as usual I took my train from BJ station. I didn’t wear my specs nor the lense so I’m in the dark of my surroundings. There was this lady standing next to me and I was so engrossed humming (dalam hati) to the song in my Pod and totally neglected the whole situation. Adala dalam 10minutes macamtu then tiba2 the lady sitting next to me bangun. Dalam hati I was, like “rilekla minah ni, next station lambat lagi” Truth was she was giving her seats to the standing lady and to make the matter worse the standing lady is a pregger!!!! Blood totally rushed to my face and seriously rasa bersalah gila. She was standing the whole ten minutes just next to me and I totally didn’t notice that she is carrying!! *blame the song!*
I know. Maybe you think I made a big proportion outta this. But really. I feel so bad and the whole journey I just closed my eyes and I know minah yang bangun tadi sure sumpah seranah I gila2. Kalau tak disebabkan that preggers aren’t supposed to curse, I bet that the preggie lady sure curse I like he** jugak. Oh bad, bad Syeda *ketuk kepala 3x*. Note to the akak yang mengandung dalam train tadi: I’m soooooo sorry. If only I’ve worn my specs, I’ll give my seats to you in a heartbeat!
Let’s just forget the whole thing (as if I can!). Repeat mantra “Put it in a ballon and blew it away” (Dharma & Greg, anyone?) 1000 times and I hope I’ll be okay. *sigh*
On a lighter note. Iftar yesterday with SC clans – from Ikano’s Ketam Villlage steamboat to Kluang Station for a kick-ass cham and heavenly toasted bread. Farewell party for Mazlin who departs for Cambrid*e a day before Raya (kejam gile duh Uni dia?). And not to forget had the best time with him laughing over stupid book titles in Popular, arguing whether that Sin Chan comic should be banned due to its obscenity and whether or not a boyfriend should seek permission from the girlfie when going out with another girl even with no hidden agenda. And as most men would say, don’t kiss and tell (I quoted that from him). Haha.
Cee (I miss you so bad!!), myself, Kavi, Mr Ehem-ehem, Emey, Mazlin and Awin.
Ps: I guess what they say is right – Nice men are taken (or probably just gay!).