Yesterday I did vow to myself that I will stop blogging. I bloghopped and I can’t help feeling this pathetic insecure sentiment – awe and in the same time felt intimidated by other’s content. They are all sooo full of substance or at least look appealing to my eyes when I go from line to line. But today the spirit comes back to live. Lantak pi la blog yang buat I rasa intimidated tu! This is no competition! Haha sorry bloggie, I underestimated you, on your birthday pulak tu! Ampun.. Missdreamcatcher is turning ONE today! *xoxo (and pressies) from aunties and uncles out there*
Am on fire! Kata selamat tinggal kenangan to FB and FS kan? So work is all I can think of. Saya memang bekerja verrry good under pressure and I was surprised to see how my procastination selama ni has led me. There are many-many work that I have to get done before Raya comes. Put on your seat-belt hun, coz we’re going on full speed here! 🙂
Yada~yada. Nothing fancy happened. WTC anniversary. An ex called yesterday, updating me with his new status – daddy to one Nurareefa Sofea. We updated each other and his lame and overly-used phrases are as always : “Awak dah ada boyfriend belum?” to “Awak tu yang memilih sangat” to “I believe there’s someone out there for you” to the infamous “Jangan call saya tau, wife saya memang tak boleh dengar saya mention nama awak“. Big DUH?? *tepuk dahi*
I don’t know la why on earth these wives (or girlfriends) have to feel intimidated and insecure by me? Oh gosh! I am the one who should envy you girls because at least your man comes back after a tiresome day at office and braving the insane traffic to YOU. I totally understand la kan. Dulu time I couple pun I cannot stand any random girls calling my boyfriend(s). But ni dah jadi hubby okay? If there’s no trust in a relationship (or to your man), then why do you commit to one? Especially if your man is befriending an ex, and particularly if the ex is named SYAHIDA ZAIHAZNEE! I just don’t believe that tulip will blossom twice in spring. I can assure you, insecure girlfriends/wives of Syeda’s ex boyfriends – I don’t do SECOND TIME. SO just please!
Speaking of which, am dragging another ex-boyfriend-cum-someone’s-hubby to break fast function with me this evening (Let’s not start calling me names now, dia yang ajak keluar k. And what we have is merely platonic). I don’t know whether it’s that sporting wife of his yang bagi greenlight or he merely do the “I’m going out with a FRIEND” trick. Heh. So know 🙂
But to whomever it may concern, I’m calling it truce now. Just please stop loathing me. I can’t stand people hating me especially for no obvious reasons. There’s no way I’m gonna fight or steal your hubby or even if I did (touchwood!) there’s no way I’m gonna win. Trust me, YOU WILL WIN. You can check my proven record or testimony from other people if you don’t believe it. I DO sucked at stealings.
In a nutshell, note to my future hubby, you can go out with whoever you want, so long YOU BRING ME ALONG 🙂