I bake/cook only for people I love. If you’re reading this and you haven’t taste my air-tangan, it simply means that I don’t love you enough I haven’t got the opportunity to bake/cook for you 🙂
Penat traveling to-fro Melaka tak habis lagi but yesterday I spent 2hours and half after work baked her my guinea-pig first try-out chicken pie that she has been mengidam hankering since few weeks back. I was supposed to be at one of the tuition class lastnite, but for her, I couldn’t say no, especially since she’ll be leaving for Illino*s for 2 years for her Masters programme, dragging along the faithful husband Etok and the 5-month’s-old bun in the oven. Her flight will depart at 3pm this afternoon, but too bad I couldn’t take anymore leave and send her off (Ye saya mmg suka pegi KLIA hantar orang). By the time she read this pun, I’m sure it’s gonna be another few days, after she already happily settled in the a**hole-Bush’s land.
The chicken pie yang I rasa macam hampeh but she said it was delicious as it should be! 🙂
After baking, I went to her house to send over the pie. Gaahh here comes the “I-hate-it-so-much-wish-it-wouldn’t-have-to-take-place” part. We hugged, I cried, she wiped my tears. We hugged again, I cried again and she said things gonna be better. We hugged for the third time, my tears already mengalir2 and she said that even she’s gone, she’s just one email away. I said I better balik sekarang or else mesti tak boleh nak let go and keep hugging sampai esok! 🙂
She is my friend since Standard 1. But we were rival back in primary school. Sorta wanna win in school’s popularity contest la. She’s in netball, I’m in hockey. Sports, studies, co-corriculum activities, kira semua benda nak compete la *tinggi betul tahap competition kitorang dari skola2 lagi*. I don’t always like her, but we remain friends. I rasa dia ni macam bajet cun je kan, ayu etc, padahal I was one tomboyish back in school. Lepas masuk Sekolah Menengah Seri Serdang for 2 months when SPM comes (lepas kuar Bukit Jalil), she was my bestest companion. Until now and ever. She’s the one I run to whenever I need comfort. What makes me sad the most is that, she never leave the house (just a few block from mine) for 26years, and now she won’t be there anymore when I need a chin up or real comfy shoulder to cry on 😦
That’s us during Standard 4-Sports Day. I rasa time ni 2-2 macam taknak tangkap gambar (noticed the sour faces?) but being called up for photos kot.. *I was so gelap this time, being on the field and under the sun 24/7*
Everdearest sweet SYAHIDATUL KHAFIZAH, text me when you arrive! I love you 🙂
Ps: I’m always here when people around me leave (yes, people always leave). I know it very well but I detest the feelings. When the time comes for me to leave, I wonder what would I feel … 😦