I loathe myself..
For letting my guard down..
Even for a short while..
And exposed the vulnerable heart to the cruel outside world..
And it does hurt to the bones..
And I swear I would never let it happen again..
At least not in this lifetime..
I’m putting it away now, from all the danger that may come..
Lock it safely and ..
throw the key far, far away..
Until the time is right again..