Note: I know this might be the umpteenth entry for the day but I promise you this will be the last one! :O
I’m currently admiring somebody. Somebody I never know, but I know I’m gonna either:
(a) Terribly like him when I ever see him; or
(b) Out-of-this world hate him when I see him.
But I don’t wish to see him pun, coz I know this merely the crushes I always have from time to time (and please exclude Mr Pitt/Depp/Norton/Bloom from the list!).
There was one time when I was in Form
3 2, I was head over heal over our school headboy. But again, when come to think about it, I think the whole school had a crush on him! And again another time, while I was in Form 4, I was madly in love with Azlan Iskandar (read: sport section-squasy) and write sorta love letters to him saying I like him so much!
Again, on the same year, I had this red-cheeked crush over my senior, Mike where I would sneaked into his class at night after prep class and insert letters under his desk. But I don’t know why, I always like to let linger the anonimity status and would not ever, ever disclose who I am! And the last crush I had (and make efforts towards getting it!) was about 5 years ago, when I confessed to my boyfriend (which proudly go by the title ex now) that I like him. Hmm..it was so profoundly relieving to actually blurt out to your secret admire that you actually contain some feelings inside for him.
But this crush I’m currently having?? I’m waaaaaaaay out of his league. Hence to remain the obscurity would seemed the best thing to do at the time.
That’s all for the update!
Ps: Seetha, I would kill u if u ever tell a soul with regard the above matter! 🙂
Pss: And what’s with the title? It was another ex’s band name while we were dating. It means ‘something that has been done and you can’t change it anymore’