In these past 2 months we have been together more than we did in the past 10 years. I didn’t know that I would shed that much tears when we depart last weekend after a few weeks spending our sweet and bitter times together.
Her flight will take off in a few days and I am so sorry I ever doubted u dear. I thought the 6-7 years of silence u created it’s because u have turned into some snobbish French girl. But turned out you are still the same, as who you were back in 1997 when I left the school.
Owh why did I said I am going to missed them? The other her, I know I am going to missed you badly in a few months time. You are going to tie the knot with somebody that you love and loved you deeply. I’ve lost you almost 5 years when u studied abroad, but there was never once I ever feel like we’re apart because u never forget to email me and dropped me few letters with pictures. And u too haven’t changed since the last time we were together, during schooltimes, that was.
And her, you know who you are. Eventually you’ll get married and we are going to be apart (again). I’ve lost u almost 10 years when we both decided to leave the school. And I regret my whole life for not trying to find you during that period. I knew how much I’ve missed. But u know, u and me, we are just a drive away….(u are welcome to run to me, be it in the middle of the night)
I am afraid that time will change us. But whatever it is, I love u guys from the deep of my heart and there is nothing could change this friendship. I am sorry for the loss we had and I promised it will never happen again. Gonna missed all of you…badly…
the awesome four